My Femme Sub

A female submissive -  it's been a desire of mine for quite some time.  A desire that's never gone away, even though I've dispatched it to the back burner over and over again.  Somehow, amidst all that's going on in my life, it works its way through the morass of issues and sooner or later, is staring me right in the eyes as if to ask "What are you going to do about this?"

My passive (almost non-existent) search for that "special one" has been so dormant you might even have considered it as good as dead.  The Collarme posting was pulled months ago, as was the Alt.com ad.  Maybe even a year ago.  I've lost track of the time to be honest.  Those sites are such time wasters.

I can be a very demanding person while at the same time exhibiting a tremendous amount of patience.   Things that are hurried, pushed far beyond their natural pace, hardly every work out real well.  Those things that are taken advantage of at or near the optimum moment, well....they tend to work out just beautifully.  It's all about patience, and timing.

I laid the groundwork for the potential inclusion of a female submissive some time ago with both Jay and tammy.  My sissy wife always knew of this specific desire, but I had to wait for the right time to share it with Jay.  Like so many other things about our lifestyle, that took time.  But let's face it, if I couldn't sell Jay on such an erotic proposition, it was time for me to hang up whatever persuasive powers I had left.

And now, at the least likely of times, there is someone who has the potential to be very, very special.  I met her in a place and at a time where I wasn't even "looking."  Funny how those things work.  That was several months ago and by someone who's standards are based exclusively on physical intimacy,  we haven't even left the starting gate.  On the other hand, as the months have gone by, we've grown so much closer and more emotionally intimate. 

However, like many things in life, timing is everything.  See, right now I'm battling this "thing" and honestly, it needs my undivided attention.  Sounds strange coming from a woman who might appear to be "dividing" her love between her submissive spouse and her lover.  But I've long ago stopped seeing it that way.  I have plenty of love for both.  This new friend understands the situation I'm in, and while very supportive, is willing to wait.  Wise beyond her years, she seems to understand the importance of being patient.