Lonely

My sissy wife is in the windy city until tomorrow.  The Trophy Cock is out of the country until the weekend.  Even my sister Sherry is back in Florida for a few days.  And of course, my potential femme sub isn't on the scene yet.

Other than a late night phone call from sissy, it was a pretty lonely evening last night.   I do enjoy the solitude at times, but it would have been nice to have a submissive kneeling by my side as I relaxed and read a few magazines and local newspapers while sitting in my favorite chair in the great room.   Some foot worship followed by some slow and attentive body worship would have worked quite nicely.  Instead, I was left to either fend for myself or abstain from any carnal satisfaction.

The solitude got me to thinking how "S" (my potential femme sub) and I would spend our time together if she were here last night.  Just the two of us, with no one to interrupt our play.  How would I assert my dominance over her while at the same time making her feel comfortable and wanting more?  What would she be wearing for me?  If she wasn't originally planning to spend the night but had changed her mind, maybe she could wear a pair of tammy's pretty babydoll pajamas?  I'm sure sissy wouldn't mind.

The indoctrination period for a new submissive is plenty of work, for both the Domme and the sub.  At least I found it to be that way with tammy.  But it's well worth the effort in my opinion.  The discovery period you go through, finding out what turns each of you on (and off) pays dividends over and over in the years ahead.  Best of all, it opens the doors to other erotic adventures you would never have thought of.  S is such a pretty little thing.  The discovery period will be so much fun.  Someday soon I hope.

My sissy wife need not worry her pretty little head over this though and get overly jealous.  Cuckolds are supposed to be jealous aren't they?   tammy's the love of my life and always will be.  I intend to prove that to her this weekend.  In several ways.